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  <title>Super!!Stories!!</title>
  <subtitle>Putting the human in Superhuman.</subtitle>
  <author>
    <email>frankbyrns@hotmail.com</email>
    <name>Frank Byrns</name>
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  <updated>2008-07-04T23:50:46Z</updated>
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    <title>Independence Day</title>
    <published>2008-07-04T23:50:46Z</published>
    <updated>2008-07-04T23:50:46Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So my Thousand Faces email addresses have been out there on the world wide interweb for a while now, so I tend to get a lot of spam every day.&amp;nbsp; And, of course, some (much) of the spam is of the, ahem, adult variety.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But at least they're seasonal.&amp;nbsp; Today I was invited to visit "Stars and Strippers Forever."&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;God Bless America.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frankbyrns:34501</id>
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    <title>Brickhouse</title>
    <published>2008-07-01T03:16:20Z</published>
    <updated>2008-07-01T03:17:01Z</updated>
    <category term="superhero fiction"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Received my two contributor copies today of &lt;a&gt;&lt;i&gt;Trail of Indiscretion&lt;/i&gt; &lt;/a&gt;#9, which contains my short story "Brickhouse".&amp;nbsp; TOI is a good looking small press magazine, with some interesting stories (and comics!).&amp;nbsp; Ran across these guys last year at the Baltimore Comic Con, and submitted something their way.&amp;nbsp; Readers of &lt;i&gt;Requiem&lt;/i&gt; will recognize "Brickhouse", of course, which is one of my favorite pieces that I've written. &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;  &lt;br /&gt;Always fun to hold a copy of a magazine with something that you've written inside.&amp;nbsp; It's a feeling that never gets old.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;----</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frankbyrns:34057</id>
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    <title>Fiction Lineup for Issue #5</title>
    <published>2008-06-30T04:00:34Z</published>
    <updated>2008-06-30T04:00:58Z</updated>
    <category term="a thousand faces"/>
    <category term="superhero fiction"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Since we're on the topic of the July issue:&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;pre&gt;Mister Brass and the Dragons of Mars, by Joshua Reynolds&lt;br /&gt;Hunted, by Andrew Salmon&lt;br /&gt;Burn Boy, by Natasha J. Stillman&lt;br /&gt;Crank Case, by Jeff Parrish&lt;br /&gt;Matchstick, by Michael Obilade&lt;br /&gt;School Days, by James Mascia&lt;br /&gt;Chaos and Hope, by Gary J. Beharry&lt;br /&gt;Enter Hubert, by Elizabeth Bennett Porco&lt;br /&gt;Hero in the Big City, by EK Rivera&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Some good stuff there - I think folks will really like Mister Brass.  &lt;br /&gt;There's another story featuring him coming up in the next issue, as well.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/pre&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frankbyrns:33819</id>
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    <title>Cool Interviews</title>
    <published>2008-06-30T03:41:13Z</published>
    <updated>2008-06-30T03:48:14Z</updated>
    <category term="a thousand faces"/>
    <category term="interviews"/>
    <category term="superhero fiction"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Working on a couple of fun interviews for next month's issue of &lt;a href="http://www.thousand-faces.com"&gt;A Thousand Faces.&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am talking to &lt;a href="http://snurri.livejournal.com"&gt;David Schwartz&lt;/a&gt;, the author of new superhero novel &lt;a href="http://www.amazon.com/Superpowers-Novel-David-J-Schwartz/dp/0307394409/ref=pd_bbs_sr_1?ie=UTF8&amp;amp;s=books&amp;amp;qid=1214797492&amp;amp;sr=8-1"&gt;Superpowers&lt;/a&gt;.&amp;nbsp; I'm about halfway through the book right now -- pretty good so far.&amp;nbsp; It deals with a group of five college friends who wake up one morning with assorted (you guessed it) superpowers, and deals with the "Now, what?" question.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am also talking with &lt;a href="http://www.owen-king.com"&gt;Owen King&lt;/a&gt; and &lt;a href="http://www.bookofralph.com"&gt;John McNally&lt;/a&gt;, co-editors of a new superhero fiction anthology, &lt;a&gt;Who Can Save Us Now?,&lt;/a&gt; due in stores in mid-July.&amp;nbsp; I haven't gotten my hands on a copy yet, but they namedrop &lt;i&gt;Fortress of Solitude&lt;/i&gt; and &lt;i&gt;Kavalier and Clay&lt;/i&gt; (two of my favorite books, by the way) in the introduction, which may give you an idea of the feel of these stories.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;----</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frankbyrns:33698</id>
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    <title>Order of Valor update</title>
    <published>2008-06-07T18:58:52Z</published>
    <updated>2008-06-07T18:58:52Z</updated>
    <category term="comics"/>
    <category term="writing"/>
    <category term="the order"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;Has&amp;nbsp;it really been over a month since I posted last?&amp;nbsp; Yeesh.&amp;nbsp; I guess not having internet access at home (virus problems) really crimps&amp;nbsp;productivity.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The third issue of The Order of Valor is now complete, over at Drunkduck -- check it out from the beginning &lt;a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/The_Order_vol_1/index.php?p=362513"&gt;HERE&lt;/a&gt;, and know that we're just getting started with our time-traveling Viking&amp;nbsp;Horde.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;------</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frankbyrns:33113</id>
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    <title>A Thousand Faces #4 is live!!</title>
    <published>2008-04-28T19:22:02Z</published>
    <updated>2008-04-28T19:22:02Z</updated>
    <category term="a thousand faces"/>
    <category term="superhero fiction"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Been a crazy month of April around here - partly because of the work&amp;nbsp;I've been putting in on the Spring 2008 issue&amp;nbsp;of A Thousand Faces, the Quarterly&amp;nbsp;Journal of Superhuman Fiction.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think it's our best issue yet; check it out &lt;a href="http://www.thousand-faces.com"&gt;HERE&lt;/a&gt; and let me know if you agree.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;----</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frankbyrns:32928</id>
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    <title>Now Reading....</title>
    <published>2008-04-04T01:21:22Z</published>
    <updated>2008-04-05T15:57:57Z</updated>
    <category term="graham"/>
    <category term="reading"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;Reading the new Richard Price novel, &lt;i&gt;Lush Life&lt;/i&gt;.&amp;nbsp; It's not a whodunit, or even a whydunit -- there's a murder, and you know pretty quickly who did it, and then watch it ripple through a NYC neighborhood.&amp;nbsp; I like it -- his best since &lt;i&gt;Clockers&lt;/i&gt;, I think, maybe better than that.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;i&gt;"What am I supposed to tell myself," Billy hissed in his ear, "it was his time? He was summoned? It was for&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; his&amp;nbsp;own good? He's better off now? He's romping in some, some cloud meadow? He was sacrificed to prevent&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; some great evil from happening?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; "OK, look -- " Matty began.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; "And my son isn't watching over me. He doesn't live on in my heart. He doesn't &lt;/i&gt;talk&lt;i&gt; to me. I talk to me and&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; what I say to myself -- " &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; "OK, hang on, stop."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; "Cherish your memories . . . My memories feel like knives and I would gladly burn them out of -- "&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; "Just &lt;/i&gt;stop&lt;i&gt;."&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---&lt;/i&gt;</content>
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    <title>Today's the day. . .</title>
    <published>2008-03-31T12:07:53Z</published>
    <updated>2008-03-31T12:07:53Z</updated>
    <content type="html">It's OPENING DAY!!!</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frankbyrns:32417</id>
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    <title>Who cares what I have to say?</title>
    <published>2008-03-25T00:42:42Z</published>
    <updated>2008-03-25T00:42:42Z</updated>
    <category term="a thousand faces"/>
    <category term="promotion"/>
    <category term="requiem"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There's an interview with me up at Comic Bits Online -- check it out &lt;b&gt;&lt;a href="http://comicbitsonline.multiply.com/journal/item/175"&gt;HERE&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We talk about Requiem and A Thousand Faces, among the usual topics.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frankbyrns:32081</id>
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    <title>A little something I liked....</title>
    <published>2008-03-06T03:17:49Z</published>
    <updated>2008-03-06T03:17:49Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And when the men kissed the women good night, and their weekend whiskers scratched the women's cheeks, the women did not think &lt;i&gt;shave&lt;/i&gt;, they thought:&amp;nbsp; &lt;i&gt;stay&lt;/i&gt;."&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-- Amy Hempel, "Weekend"</content>
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    <title>Hollow - Best of 2007</title>
    <published>2008-02-27T12:32:13Z</published>
    <updated>2008-02-27T12:32:13Z</updated>
    <category term="writing"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My story "Hollow", originally published in &lt;a href="http://www.aphelion-webzine.com"&gt;Aphelion&lt;/a&gt; back in February of 2007, was chosen by readers and editors of that magazine as one of their fifteen Best Short Stories of 2007.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Unfortunately, I hadn't checked their site lately, and this just came to my attention this week, despite having been announced earlier this month.&amp;nbsp; &lt;i&gt;C'est la vie.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;"Hollow" is the fifth story I have published in the pages of Aphelion -- great magazine, always worth a look.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You can read (or re-read -- your mileage may vary) "Hollow" &lt;a href="http://www.aphelion-webzine.com/shorts/2007/02/hollow.html"&gt;HERE.&lt;/a&gt;&amp;nbsp; Superheroes, TS Eliot, Cancer. . . you won't be disappointed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frankbyrns:31711</id>
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    <title>"Illustrated" Requiem</title>
    <published>2008-02-23T21:32:34Z</published>
    <updated>2008-02-23T21:32:34Z</updated>
    <category term="the order"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Joe&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;and I just finished up a fun, three part "illustrated" version of "Requiem", the titular story in my most recent fiction collection.&amp;nbsp; We ran it on the Order webpage as a bit of a filler between Issues #2 and #3.&amp;nbsp; You can check it out here -- it's always fun to see your stories come to life.&amp;nbsp; I particularly liked the illustration for part 2 of the story, as Byron visits the Talley family with some bad news.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You can check it out &lt;a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/The_Order_vol_1/index.php?p=358345"&gt;&lt;font color="#00ff00"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;HERE.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;---&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>The Order - Issue #2 is complete!</title>
    <published>2008-02-07T20:35:11Z</published>
    <updated>2008-02-07T20:35:11Z</updated>
    <category term="comics"/>
    <category term="the order"/>
    <category term="published stories"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The second issue of The Order is now completed over at Drunk Duck -- check it out &lt;a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/The_Order_vol_1"&gt;HERE&lt;/a&gt;.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Plenty of good stuff in this issue -- Giant gorillas!&amp;nbsp; Sentient computer viruses!&amp;nbsp; Even a little old-fashioned romance!&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;----</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frankbyrns:31013</id>
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    <title>A Thousand Faces #3!!</title>
    <published>2008-01-30T01:00:07Z</published>
    <updated>2008-01-30T01:00:07Z</updated>
    <category term="a thousand faces"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;The winter 2008 issue of A Thousand Faces is &lt;a href="http://www.thousand-faces.com"&gt;LIVE&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Biggest issue yet -- interviews with Van Allen Plexico and Christopher Knowles, and the usual assortment of great fiction.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I would particularly recommend Steve Goble's "The Bigger They Are" and Robichaud &amp;amp; Glencer's "Making Time."&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Check it out!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;----</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frankbyrns:30749</id>
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    <title>Issue #2 -- First five pages</title>
    <published>2008-01-12T21:01:36Z</published>
    <updated>2008-01-12T21:01:36Z</updated>
    <category term="comics"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Another good week for The Order of Valor:&amp;nbsp; the first five pages of Issue #2 , "Hello, Mother. . ." , are finished and available &lt;a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/The_Order_vol_1/index.php?p=333248"&gt;HERE&lt;/a&gt;.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm still keeping reasonably ahead (after all, I'm only writing; Joe's penciling, inking, coloring, and lettering!), having just finished the script for Issue #4, the second chapter of a three part Time-Traveling Viking Horde saga!&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think you'll like it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <title>#3 with a Bullet!</title>
    <published>2008-01-03T18:15:41Z</published>
    <updated>2008-01-06T21:47:58Z</updated>
    <category term="comics"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, you can't say a little promotion doesn't help:&amp;nbsp; after a day and a half as the top featured book on Drunk Duck's main site, The Order of Valor is now the #31 book overall, and the #3 superhero book in total readership, despite having only a fraction of those other books total page counts.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The #1 book is, of course, the gold standard of superhero webcomics, DJ Coffman's awesome &lt;a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/Hero_By_Night/index.php"&gt;Hero By Night&lt;/a&gt;.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;JANUARY 6th UPDATE&lt;/strong&gt;:&amp;nbsp; Now five days into our front page exposure, we are the #2 superhero book, and #18 book overall, and still getting more hits in a day than we got in a month previously.&amp;nbsp; Ah, the power of exposure.&amp;nbsp; Just goes to show that it doesn't matter how good something is, if no one knows it's there, no one will read it.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---</content>
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    <title>The Order:  Featured Comic!</title>
    <published>2008-01-02T16:39:14Z</published>
    <updated>2008-01-02T16:39:14Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Order is the featured comic today over at Drunk Duck -- check out the blurb&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href="http://www.drunkduck.com"&gt;HERE&lt;/a&gt;.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don't know the usual&amp;nbsp;surfing time for most webcomic readers, but it's not even lunch and we've already had over 10 times our usual visitors.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;</content>
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    <title>Favorite Graphic Novels of 2007</title>
    <published>2008-01-02T02:57:39Z</published>
    <updated>2008-01-02T03:12:43Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;And another list.&amp;nbsp; Again, in no particular order, my ten favorite graphic novels that I read in 2007:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* &lt;i&gt;The Nightly News&lt;br /&gt;* Powers:&amp;nbsp; Cosmic&lt;br /&gt;* Laika&lt;br /&gt;* The Hood:&amp;nbsp; Blood From a Stone&lt;br /&gt;* Elk's Run&lt;br /&gt;* The American Way&lt;br /&gt;* Rock Bottom&lt;br /&gt;* Ex Machina:&amp;nbsp; Smoke Smoke&amp;nbsp; /&amp;nbsp; Ex Machina:&amp;nbsp; Power Down&lt;br /&gt;* Meltdown&lt;br /&gt;* Gotham Central:&amp;nbsp; Quick and the Dead&amp;nbsp; /&amp;nbsp; Gotham Central:&amp;nbsp; Dead Robin&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And special mention for Ed Brubaker's books, the only ones I still pick up monthly:&amp;nbsp; &lt;i&gt;Daredevil,&lt;/i&gt; &lt;i&gt;Captain America&lt;/i&gt;, and &lt;i&gt;Criminal&lt;/i&gt;.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-----</content>
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    <title>Favorite Novels of 2007</title>
    <published>2008-01-02T02:47:21Z</published>
    <updated>2008-01-02T02:47:21Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;Everybody else is doing "best of" lists, so here's mine:&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;In no particular order, my five favorite novels (not necessarily the best, but my favorite) that I read in 2007:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;The Road&lt;/i&gt;, Cormac McCarthy -- bleak, apocalyptic, masterful.&amp;nbsp; I still can't quite believe it was an Oprah book, but whatever.&amp;nbsp; A very visceral read for a father to be with a son on the way (as I was when I read it).&amp;nbsp; Heartbreaking.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Fortunate Son&lt;/i&gt;, Walter Mosley -- a modern parable that reads very much like a fairy tale (in a weird way).&amp;nbsp; I dare you to read it and not examine your own views on race in today's America.&amp;nbsp; Powerful stuff.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Star Wars: Allegiance&lt;/i&gt;, Timothy Zahn -- the master of the Star Wars novel returns with another good one, set this time between &lt;i&gt;A New Hope&lt;/i&gt; and &lt;i&gt;Empire Strikes Back&lt;/i&gt;, detailing a platoon of stormtroopers from the fearsome 501st.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Bust&lt;/i&gt;, Ken Bruen &amp;amp; Jason Starr -- the best of the excellent Hard Case Crime series that I read this year.&amp;nbsp; Hilarious, violent, thrilling -- it's like a postmodern Elmore Leonard.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Patriot Acts&lt;/i&gt;, Greg Rucka -- the latest Atticus Kodiak novel (after a long break), this was one of my most anticipated books in '07 and it did not disappoint.&amp;nbsp; It is criminal that Rucka doesn't have permanent residency on the best-seller list.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;----</content>
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    <title>2007 Reading List</title>
    <published>2008-01-02T02:28:10Z</published>
    <updated>2008-01-02T02:28:10Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;Happy New Year!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Final tally for my 2007 reading:&amp;nbsp; 35 books, 103 graphic novels.&amp;nbsp; A bit short on my book goal, a bit over on the GN goal, so we'll call it a wash and a successful reading year.&amp;nbsp; (2006 saw 43 books and 108 GNs, but we had a kid in October of this year, so what do you want?)&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Observations:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* Of my 35 books, 9 of them were  Star Wars titles (and 8 comics, as well).&amp;nbsp; The Legacy of the Force series made up most of those (7), a series that started out at as interesting, almost sympathetic look at the evolution of a Sith Lord, but later became your stock evil villain, a disappointing turn.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I was really pleased to see that 15 of the books and 14 of the GNs came courtesy of the Howard County Public Library System, which was a big improvement in our banking account.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* 8 of the books were non-fiction, easily the highest number that I've read since I started keeping track a few years ago.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I also finally read Phillip Pullman's &lt;i&gt;His Dark Materials&lt;/i&gt; trilogy, just in time to find out that the first movie gutted everything that made the books interesting.&amp;nbsp; A pity, really.&amp;nbsp; My wife's mostly mad that it took me so long to read them that she can't remember&amp;nbsp; the specific details necessary to really, &lt;i&gt;really &lt;/i&gt;discuss it.&amp;nbsp; She read them 6-7 years ago, and has been after me to read them ever since.&amp;nbsp; My fault -- really good stuff, after all.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---</content>
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    <title>ComicSpace</title>
    <published>2007-12-29T17:23:08Z</published>
    <updated>2007-12-29T17:26:02Z</updated>
    <category term="comics"/>
    <category term="writing"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;FINALLY updated my &lt;a href="http://www.comicspace.com/frankbyrns/"&gt;ComicSpace &lt;/a&gt;profile.&amp;nbsp; If anybody else&amp;nbsp;is a member, friend me!&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;----&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;</content>
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    <title>The Order #1 -- Complete!!</title>
    <published>2007-12-27T03:34:41Z</published>
    <updated>2007-12-27T03:34:41Z</updated>
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    <category term="the order"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;The first issue of The Order, created by artist Joe Jarin and myself, is now complete over at Drunk Duck.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You can check out the final few pages &lt;font color="#ff0000"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/The_Order_vol_1/index.php?p=327036"&gt;HERE&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;, or read it from the beginning &lt;font color="#ff6600"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.drunkduck.com/The_Order_vol_1/index.php?p=312565"&gt;HERE&lt;/a&gt;.&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Silver Age fun, Digital Age format.&amp;nbsp; (Still working on a tagline.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;----&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>Influence</title>
    <published>2007-12-22T19:02:11Z</published>
    <updated>2007-12-22T19:02:11Z</updated>
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    <category term="writing"/>
    <content type="html">&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anybody else find their writing influenced by what they're reading / watching on TV?&amp;nbsp; The obvious answer is &lt;em&gt;yes, of course so&lt;/em&gt;, but I guess I'm more curious as to how your reading / viewing affects your writing.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For example:&amp;nbsp; I've been watching &lt;em&gt;The Shield&lt;/em&gt; a lot lately.&amp;nbsp; I know, I know, I'm only about six years behind, but I never watched it when it was airing on FX, and only recently started picking up the DVDs at the library.&amp;nbsp; I have one more disc to finish off Season&amp;nbsp;Three, and so far, I'm really enjoying it.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So, of course, last night on the train&amp;nbsp;ride home from work, I cooked up a story with some strong&amp;nbsp;street gang elements to it.&amp;nbsp; It would have&amp;nbsp;several of my "street level" hero characters working together (A Team-Up!!&amp;nbsp; Haven't done one of those yet.)&amp;nbsp;when gang factions in their respective neighborhoods go to war with one another.&amp;nbsp; We'd see Silversword, El&amp;nbsp;Torero, Adonis, Jack Sampson, I think, with plenty of other cameos.&amp;nbsp; It would also provide&amp;nbsp;a look&amp;nbsp;into the criminal structure of Jefferson Falls.&amp;nbsp; A lot of racial politics, that sort of thing.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm also reading &lt;em&gt;Tulia&lt;/em&gt; at the moment, a (nonfiction) book dealing with dirty cops and the&amp;nbsp;broken system with which we&amp;nbsp;fight the war on drugs, with&amp;nbsp;heavy emphasis on some of the racial elements therein.&amp;nbsp; Similar to &lt;em&gt;The Shield&lt;/em&gt; in some regards (racial issues, crooked cops, drugs, gangs), and a good read as I get ready for the final season of &lt;em&gt;The Wire&lt;/em&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So is there any wonder I had that story idea last night?&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;</content>
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    <title>Harvey -- Part 3</title>
    <published>2007-12-21T03:40:35Z</published>
    <updated>2007-12-21T03:40:35Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;The conclusion of "Harvey", behind the cut.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="ljcut" text="Read more..."&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;* * *&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Harvey&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;’s words haunted me all night.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;Be careful it doesn’t happen to you.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Be careful &lt;i style=""&gt;what&lt;/i&gt; doesn’t happen to me?&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Which part?&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The mental powers?&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The drinking?&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The madness?&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;I didn’t sleep a wink, tossing and turning all night, terrified.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;And right after school the next day – a school day elongated by a detention period as a reward for falling asleep in Civics class – I pedaled over to Dell’s for an explanation.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;“He ain’t here, Cliff,” Dell said.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“Didn’t show up this morning.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Do me a favor, though, if you do find him – tell him don’t bother coming back.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;Being more concerned for &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;’s well-being than for his job security, I turned and left the barber shop without a word.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Without even thinking about it, I found myself on &lt;st1:street w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:address w:st="on"&gt;Logan Street&lt;/st1:address&gt;&lt;/st1:street&gt;, heading back towards &lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:city&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;’s trailer.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;My mind wandered as I raced across town.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Doctor Utopia had been a member in good standing of The Order for years.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;If &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt; truly was who he said he was – and after the conversation of the previous afternoon, I had no doubt that he was – how could the world’s greatest array of heroes let this happen to one of their own?&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The Seven Pillars of Freedom would never turn their back on one of their staunchest members – would they?&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Could they possibly have left him out here alone, the act of drinking himself to death the only weapon left for him to fight the creeping insanity?&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;I banged on &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:city&gt;’s door, no longer worried about tetanus, just &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;There was no answer, so I banged again, this time with both fists.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Still no answer.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;?”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;I stepped off the small porch and walked around to the back of the trailer, standing under a small window that I guessed to be near the bed inside the trailer.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt; – it’s Cliff.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Wanted to ask you about something you said yesterday.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;I picked up an empty Bourbon bottle and flung it angrily into a neighbor’s yard.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Why was he ignoring me?&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;How could he say what he said to me and then ignore me.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;Be careful it doesn’t happen to you&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Asshole.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;I went back around front to the door, as determined as I had ever been about anything in my short life.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I was going to get my answer.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Without even bothering to knock, I walked right into &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;’s trailer.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;“&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;!”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I called, spying his bare feet sticking out from where he lay on the floor behind the bed.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“Wake up, you old drunk – we have to talk.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;I looked around the small trailer, old issues of &lt;i style=""&gt;Life &lt;/i&gt;and &lt;i style=""&gt;TV Guide&lt;/i&gt; and &lt;i style=""&gt;Weird Tales&lt;/i&gt; stacked haphazardly all over the place.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;There was a black steamer trunk at the end of &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:city&gt;’s bed, the lid standing open, a heavy padlock open on the floor near &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;’s feet.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I walked over to &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt; and poked one of his feet with the toe of my Chuck Taylor’s.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;,” I said angrily, starting to understand why Dell hated him so much.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;I leaned over the edge of the bed to get a better look at &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;’s face – his eyes were wide open, glassy, unnaturally still.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I shuddered involuntarily, choking the terror back down into the pit of my stomach.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I watched his chest, the way I’d seen them do it in the movies, waiting for movement, the telltale rise and fall.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Nothing.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Harvey&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt; was dead.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;I took a clumsy step backwards, stumbling over the open trunk as I did so.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;When I regained my balance, I found myself looking down, directly at &lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:city&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;’s most prized possessions.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;A green mask, a matching cape with black trim.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;His Order of Heroes signal ring, which allowed the bearer access to The Citadel, the most exclusive clubhouse on Earth.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;A letter of commendation, signed by President Eisenhower.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;A dog-eared photograph of a much younger &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt; in happier times, walking hand in hand down the sidewalk with a beautiful woman who looked a lot like The Nightingale would look if she wasn’t wearing her mask.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;Without even thinking, I unshouldered my book bag, unzipped it, and began stuffing &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;’s things inside, right next to my Civics textbook.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The mask, the cape, the letter, the photo, all of it.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;And when the trunk was empty, I ran outside to my bike.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;I biked back downtown with &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;’s whole life in my book bag.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The more I thought about things, the faster I rode, angrier and angrier with each turn of the pedals.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;This town never knew what they had.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;Now that they would know the truth, they would want to do something special.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;To &lt;i style=""&gt;honor &lt;/i&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:city&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;A parade, maybe, some stupid speeches down at the American Legion Hall.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I pictured the mayor behind the podium, handing some cheap medal to some long-lost third cousin, the closest relative of &lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:city&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;’s they could find.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Dell in the front row with my dad, the two of them beaming with pride.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;It made me sick.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Harvey&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt; never deserved their ridicule; they didn’t deserve his memory.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;I wished that there was something I could do to deny them that.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Something to stop a sick joke like that from happening.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I wished that they could all just forget they had ever met &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I closed my eyes, and wished that they could forget about him completely.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;And they did.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;* * *&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;It was the greatest feat Doctor Utopia had ever performed.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;One by one, he got inside the minds of the Galactic Swarm.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;One by one, he convinced them that they had never heard of Earth.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;It took a mighty effort, and the hero was never the same afterwards, due to the strain, but one by one, he erased our existence from their thoughts and memories.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;And then, as suddenly as they appeared, they were gone.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;And the sun shone once more.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;  &lt;p align="center" class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;* * *&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;Well, that’s enough writing for today.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;My hand’s starting to cramp up, and besides, it’s getting late.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Almost time to go to work.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;A siren wails as a squad car passes by my empty apartment window, several stories below.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Trouble has started early tonight.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;I reach into my closet for the familiar green mask, wondering why anyone would want to read &lt;i&gt;my&lt;/i&gt; memoirs.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The mask is as comfortable as ever as I slip it over my eyes.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;i&gt;His&lt;/i&gt; mask.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Doctor Utopia’s mask.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;Times have changed, I guess.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The public’s appetite for heroes and capes and masks has never been stronger.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;We’re just another piece of a 24 hour news cycle, celebrity-obsessed culture.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;It’s not like it was in his time, days of shadows and intrigue.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The era of the mystery men is over.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Nobody wants a mystery now – everybody just wants to know &lt;i&gt;everything&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;They want me to tell all, tell everything, but when &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt; tried to tell &lt;i style=""&gt;anything&lt;/i&gt;, they wouldn’t listen.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;I told myself when I started this that this book was only complete if &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;’s story was a part of it.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;So when I talked about the debilitating headaches I sometimes get, the ones that put me down for days, people would know why.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;So when I talked about turning down all those invitations to join The Order, people would know why.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;So when I talked about honoring the legacy of Doctor Utopia by wearing his mask and colors, people would know why.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;My life is your story, &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;Thank you.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;----</content>
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    <title>Harvey  -- Part 2</title>
    <published>2007-12-19T03:34:39Z</published>
    <updated>2007-12-19T03:35:47Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&lt;br /&gt;Second of three parts of my new story "Harvey", behind the cut.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="ljcut" text="Read more..."&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;p align="center" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;* * *&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;I was out of my church clothes before dinner on Sunday, and on my bike before 1:30.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Teddy’s mom worked down at the courthouse, and she had found &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;’s address for us, out in the trailer park on the edge of town.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Teddy had told her that &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt; had left his jacket at the shop, and he wanted to return it so that the old man wouldn’t get cold.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Teddy’s mom knew &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt; didn’t have much, and thought it sweet of her son.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;There was no jacket, of course – we just wanted to hear the end of the story.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;We met up at the school as planned, then pedaled down &lt;st1:street w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:address w:st="on"&gt;Logan Street&lt;/st1:address&gt;&lt;/st1:street&gt; to the northern edge of town.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;We took a right into the &lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:placename w:st="on"&gt;Peaceful&lt;/st1:placename&gt; &lt;st1:placetype w:st="on"&gt;Valley&lt;/st1:placetype&gt; &lt;st1:placetype w:st="on"&gt;Trailer Park&lt;/st1:placetype&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;, then the next left to the last trailer on the right.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;There were nicer parts of town, as my mother often said.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;But even among the disrepair of the neighboring trailers, &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;’s place stood out.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The grass hadn’t been cut in months.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The rubber dumpster in the side yard was overflowing – it looked like &lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:city&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt; didn’t use trash bags.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;The sides of his Gulfstream were patched and rusty, and it seemed like you could punch right through the wall into his bedroom.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I was almost afraid to knock.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I had learned about the dangers of rusty metal from a Hardy Boys novel, and wanted no part of tetanus.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;“Betcha we could catch a couple of snakes in there,” Teddy said, motioning with his head towards a particularly tall patch of &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;’s front yard.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;We called Teddy “The Nature Boy”, for the obvious reasons.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;He only wore shoes to school and church.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I knew his lack of shoes wouldn’t keep him out of that grass.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;“You might could find a dead body in there,” I said in an effort to keep him out.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Teddy gave me a sideways look, wondering if I knew something he didn’t.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I think he decided that I might, and stayed on the sidewalk.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I toed down my bike’s kickstand and walked up the walk to the door to &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;’s trailer.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Hoping against lockjaw, I reached up and knocked.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;No answer.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I found that strange.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;It was Sunday – Dell was closed.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Everything uptown was closed, except for the matinee show at the Palladium.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Where could &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt; be?&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;He had to be at home.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I knocked again.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;“C’mon, man, he’s not here,” Teddy said, mounting back up.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“Let’s go fishing.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;I ignored my friend, and knocked again.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“Look,” Teddy tried again.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“Even if he is here, I don’t think he wants to be bothered.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;The small trailer rocked slightly from side to side as someone stirred inside, proving my point.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“Get the hell outta here.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;’s voice rumbled from inside, the words spoken in a deep slur, proving Teddy’s point.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;Teddy grabbed my elbow, his eyes wide, pleading.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;“Hey, &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;,” I called out, jerking my arm free.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“We were hoping you could finish that story from yesterday.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;More movement inside the trailer.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I leaned forward, pressing my face against the dirty screen door, trying to peer into the darkness inside, seeing nothing.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I took a step back and turned around just in time to see Teddy pedaling off towards the pond – a move that probably saved me a broken neck, as the trailer’s screen door came flying open.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;I thought I knew drunk.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;My father came home from the office Christmas party a few years before in a &lt;i style=""&gt;really&lt;/i&gt; good mood, singing carols in a ridiculously deep voice, my mom giggling beside him, before he fell asleep on the couch, still wearing his dress shoes.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I sat quietly at the kitchen table with my grandfather and watched as he drained an entire bottle of Bourbon two days after my grandmother died, neither of us saying a word the entire afternoon.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;So I thought I had seen a drunk, but when &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt; answered the door, it was something else entirely.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Harvey&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt; stood in the trailer’s open doorway, matted raggedly by the darkness inside.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;His thin, gray hair was a wild, unkempt mess that matched the bristly white stubble that grew in rough, irregular patches on his face and neck.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;He was wearing a stained, tattered baby blue bathrobe, open at the waist over a threadbare pair of white cotton boxers, and nothing else.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;He held a nearly empty bottle of &lt;st1:state w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Kentucky&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:state&gt; bourbon by the neck in one hand, and a splintered wooden spoon in the other.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;But compared to the wild, vacant look in his eyes, his physical appearance was almost civilized.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;He squinted at me for a long moment.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I was afraid that he wouldn’t recognize me.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“What do you want, kid?” he said finally.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;My mouth stalled, as a multitude of options raced through my mind.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“I was hoping you would finish that story,” I said, choosing the only one of thousands that didn’t involve running away in fear.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Harvey&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt; tilted his head to the right, his vacant eyes sizing me up.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;It made me very uncomfortable.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;When he spoke again, his voice was quiet but firm, barely above a whisper.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“Let me make this as clear as I can, son.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;No.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;His sentence was half over before I even realized that his lips were not moving.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Is he in my head?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I wondered, alarmed.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Yes.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Harvey&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;’s voice was a dull echo that I felt, rather than heard.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;It seemed to be coming from somewhere near the back of my neck.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;No one wants to hear the end of that story.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Dell and your father made that clear.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;Despite the overwhelming physical evidence presented to the contrary, the apparent telepathy left me with no doubt that &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt; had once been the great hero of his stories.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;Did the booze do this to him?&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Is that the reason that the name Doctor Utopia hadn’t been heard in years, except in dusty old newspaper archives and half-baked barbershop ramblings?&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Why would a man on top of the world do that to himself?&lt;/i&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;“Why?”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt; asked, using his voice this time.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;After the soft mind’s echo of his previous words, his question seemed impossibly loud.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“I’ve had this &lt;i style=""&gt;gift&lt;/i&gt; my whole life.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Spittle flew as he forced out the “G” in gift.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;“And the older I got, the more in tune with it I got,” he continued.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“I got better at pinpointing particular voices, better at &lt;i style=""&gt;listening&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;And the more I listened, the more I could &lt;i style=""&gt;hear&lt;/i&gt;.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Harvey&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt; paused just long enough the drain the last of the bourbon, then continued.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“You know, at first it was only the people in the same room.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;All of their thoughts, all at once, like my own private dinner party.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Then, it was anybody in the same building, then out on the sidewalk.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Then I pushed it out far enough that I could read every voice in the entire block, all at once, none of them paying any attention to the other.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;It was overwhelming.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Harvey&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt; paused again, and his eyes suddenly regained their clarity; a rich hazel, in the throes of thought.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“It was like tossing a rock into a puddle.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Making circles, each circle bigger than the last.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;But the circles never stopped – it was like the rock never hit the bottom.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;They just got bigger, and bigger, and bigger.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;And now?”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Harvey&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt; closed his eyes softly, projecting this last bit right into my skull.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;Now, kid, now I can hear them all.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;“No, I’m not crazy,” he said aloud, reading my thoughts.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“I wish I was.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;He pointed at the trailer next to his.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“The woman over there?&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;She wants to kill her husband – right now she’s wondering if the poison she saw last night on &lt;i style=""&gt;The Rockford Files&lt;/i&gt; would do the trick, now that she knows what &lt;i style=""&gt;not &lt;/i&gt;to do to keep from getting tripped up. &lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;Your pop?&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;On the verge of bankruptcy.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Dell feels guilty as all hell when he’s banging his own wife, ‘cause he has to think about her sister when he’s doing it.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;My mind was swimming now, all that late night shouting behind my parents’ closed bedroom door coming into focus.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&lt;/span&gt;“We live in a world of lies, kid.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Lies are comforting.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;They make us feel safe, make us think everything is all right.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Lies make us feel loved.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt; pulled the bottle up to his lips for another drink, momentarily forgetting that it was empty.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;He shook his head angrily, then tossed it into the yard where it came to rest among a dozen others.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;“You’d think it was a good thing to always know the instant you meet someone what they’re thinking about, what they’re thinking about you.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;To always know the truth behind their words.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;But you’d be wrong.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;There’s no comfort in that.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;A heavy wave of despair washed over my body.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I felt such pity for &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt; – for what he had been through, his loss of faith.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I wanted to say something comforting, something in the way that my mother had of always finding a way to lift someone’s spirits when they were down.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;But I didn’t have the words.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;“Of course you don’t,” &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt; said.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“How could you?”&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;        &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;“I – I’m sorry, &lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;“That’s why I moved way out here,” he said, ignoring my feeble attempt at comfort.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“Far, far from the madding crowds of the city.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I thought that less people would mean less noise.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;But the circles just keep growing.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I can still hear the city – just like they were in that piece of shit trailer next door.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Harvey&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt; sat down in the open doorway of the trailer, tracing the stubble on his chin with a finger.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“You wanted a story, kid?”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;I shook my head quickly.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“No, that’s – “&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;“Back in the city, they ran some tests on me, when I started losing control of this whole thing.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Turns out that I was using more and more of my brain each day, a larger percentage.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;You know how they tell you in school that you use less than five percent of your brain’s capacity?&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;I was up to twenty.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Then twenty-two.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Then twenty-five.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;He stopped, then tilted his head at me.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“You don’t believe me.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;“I – I didn’t say that – “&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;“You didn’t have to.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Harvey&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt; tapped his right finger against his temple.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;You didn’t have to&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;I looked down at the ground, disappointed with myself.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;“You know what else they tell you in school?&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;That alcohol kills brain cells?”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;He paused again, waiting for my full attention.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;i style=""&gt;Look at me&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;I looked up.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;“I’m at war with my own brain, kid.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;It’s me against the dendrites.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;He shrugged.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“And I’m losing.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;    &lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;Harvey&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt; pointed at me then, speaking in as somber a tone as I had ever heard.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;“You’ll be careful it doesn’t happen to you.”&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;p align="center" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;* * *&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="center" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="center" class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Arial;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font color="#800000"&gt;&lt;b&gt;TO BE CONCLUDED ON FRIDAY. . . .&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-----</content>
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